I know its Wednesday, but I didn’t have time to finish so here we go….

For the better part of the past two months I have been out of it… Out of touch, out of tune, out of my mind. why? Well it hit me yesterday when I realized my weekend was gone/done/over. It wasn’t something that I hadn’t felt before, on the contrary I feel it every Sunday night. It was me reaching a breaking point of sorts. This is what my body said to me that night…. “you go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go, what did you expect?”,”We’re missing something here, and you know what that is”. So my natural reaction is get down on myself, which never solves anything.

So this is what my body was telling me. You’re losing it! The only reason you are out of touch is because you made the decision to walk that way. You don’t make time for things you need to make time for (e.g. Devotional, worship, proper rest, & Solitude/Silence). You are a poor manager of self. UHHHH…. what am I suppose to do with that…..?

So I’m finding my way back…. and its painful!